Zz slept at 4am this morning. I am so brain-dead, I need to stop leading my decadent lifestyle. Been going out for the past 3 days, reaching home at unearthly hours, sleeping too little and pretending school never existed, well done. Now I am feeling so, so exhausted. I nearly dozed off while waiting for my friends before dinner yesterday.

my parents hauled my ass out of bed this morning and made me have a hearty breakfast with them while they chided me for my absurd sleeping habits. I love them. or else I would have slept in till the afternoon and woke up feeling really shitty and stuff. And then they took me to the doctor's to get my ear checked. Anddd it's a sinus infection, grats! I apologise to everyone for not listening closely this week and just nodding and smiling when I couldn't hear you guys properly, it was not deliberate. I had no choice! I couldn't hear shit through my left ear for the past week, and I felt real dizzy yesterday and occassionally nauseous when I listened to music. It's a terrible experience, losing your hearing. Anyway the left tube that connects my nose to my ear is clogged up with mucus, gross. I have medicine to take and funny nosedrops to put. I really am the freakshow of the medicine world.

p.s. To penpal: hi!! Take your time, I know you're mad busy and stuff. (:

I read what doro wrote about technology and I have to agree. It could be the worst thing ever because it renders friends mentally absent all the time when I meet up with them face-to-face. I find myself to be a bit of a social retard too, because i'm so used to communciating with people online. Sometimes I would rather be the one they're texting than the one they're hanging out with, seeing as they almost always seem to have a preference for the latter.. (i don't get it!!)

I have a friend who texts me when he is out with other people (although I usually discourage him from doing it) and when we're out together, he texts other people. To the point of ignoring me. IT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE, LOL. And it's rude. I feel bad everytime I do this to my family. How could pointless banter over the phone be prioritised above family time. Sometimes I want to grab phones and hurl them at something hard, but most times with people like that I just make a mental note to avoid going out with them.